New family members

Meet Cipo the cat! Very playful and very active. 

And she loves to explore! We called her our little baby and everyone treat her like a baby ;)

  She's so cute in every way and make us wanna it her up! omgggggggggggggg

and here's another member ;)

Meet Scotty the snobbish cat :B

He's very cute with his little voice but he's like anti social~ 

I miss this..

Bullshit.

Someone told me that "Id be so lucky if I'm the guy of your life" I asked him why.. He said "Because you're pretty cool. And you know how to manage your time with friends and boyf. Even you have so many guy friends and you still stick you your boyf, you're so loyal" Well to someone who told me this. Actually you're wrong. I'm not the girl what have you told me. Its not true, if its true my boyfriend would felt the same but he just don't. Don't tell me that you're lucky and shits when my own boyfriend doesn't feel it. You're lucky cause we're not even together. If not you would go through just the same as Hisham went through. You just don't want this happened right? Lucky enough.....

I was designed to be alone. Forever alone bitchess.

This is my timeline people

Lets post another post on another blog :)

Goodbye.

Goodbye to social network, friends and ummm... So I say goodbye to facebook and twitter. Maybe deactivated those accounts would make someone happy, I don't know. Well at least I got my blog, my other blog which is only between me and the blog and tumblr, I'm totally fine. I might lost everything now. I got no one to talk now, I mean I have no twitter kan, so no more conversation between me and friends and I even lost someone.. Which is sucks to be me.. I know.. My life is so pathetic. So bloggies, haha talk to me will ya? I mean you're the only place that I could share anything with since I got no one. Maybe I'm gonna focus on you only, this account only. Another account, nahh there's nothing to share when its over. Lets not talk about that. 

So today, I woke up then washed the dishes then went out for lunch then to one borneo then went to supermarket, went home and sleep and now I'm freaking awake. Anything interesting for today? I guess no. Today's been the I don't know if I can accept this. But its just happened. No more turning back. I guess.

I just gotta book my flight home. I'm going back on 21st and will be back on 3rd or 4th April. So maybe I'll be 14 or 15 days in Damansara. Plus I got nothing to do there. Sabah is the place where I call home. 

"Not relationship is going out and smiles . The best relationships are the one's drenched in a million tears . That's what I'm looking for ."

Haven't see him for 54days.. I really miss my baby boy :{

This month been a struggle month with him....

We fight just because we missed each other but sometimes the fight could go worse.

Honestly I don't like it but somehow we make it through and make things work out.

Sometimes I like having a fight with him cause at the end the results are always great.

I just can't wait to go back to KL and just to be in his arms again :)

I just can't wait to hug him so tightly and give him those kisses attack!

I just can't wait to see him, held him and all. I miss that, honestly I miss you :{

Just so you know baby, if you're reading this:

I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU NO MATTER WHAT ♥

 I DONT LIKE MY NEW HAIR. KBYE.

Ombak Rindu

I shall stop with tweeting. Maybe express my feeling on twitter is never enough. And people will get annoyed by it. It is the best I just blog about it. Well I'm gonna blog about.. Obviously my boyfriend. I'm sorry guys. I've been talking about him for the whole day. But what to do, I missed him! I'm so jealous to those people who get to see their boyfriend always not like mine. He's in Melaka and having exam tomorrow. I miss him til could make me cry :( I've never felt this way before. He's something to me, something like really really special to me. I bet you guys had this feeling before but this is for the first time for me I guess. I've never loved anyone the way that I love him. I cry everytime we fight, everytime! I really hate it when me and him had a little fight even a tiny fight, it'll always make me cry and I'm so afraid of losing him. I don't wanna lose him like seriously I don't. I can't even sleep. I rarely talk to him nowadays, this is all because of the milk case -.- but whatever still the chance to talk to him is quite less. I don't even like it, I don't really enjoy this situation. I wanna text him all day, on the phone with him almost every night. I just want to be back normal but heh what to do  I don't have phone right now. Well besides phone there's another gadget called laptop and there's a network called twitter. Well thats the only way to talk to my boyfriend. Through twitter or else through mum's bbm. I will find a way just to talk to him. Some people might think I'm despo and blah blah but have you ever feel this way? This feeling, THIS! This "I'm at 7cloud" feeling, yeap that kind of feeling I tell ya! If you don't, someday, just one day you might get this! Well tweeting might annoyed others on timeline might as well I blog about it right! I'm happy and he's happy reading this :) My boy's coming back on this Friday and I just cannot wait. First thing I'd do is hug him. I really miss his hug and his kisses attack! Well maybe your love story is like I don't know. Well my love story is like in the movies, but its real! I'm gonna ask you la, how many of you just sit and cuddle and watch dvd together than going out??!! How many?? Well maybe 2 or 3?? Well I've done that with my boyf everytime he got back just sometimes we were so bored and going out la like anywhere but most of the time dvd together! Do you wash the dishes together? Do you clean the house together? Well no? Right? It's really different. My love story totally different from others, I know all relationship has their own happiness and I've found mine and I would like stay forever. I want this relationship forever. People just don't know how he makes my life so wonderful! I'm looking for a long term relationship and this kind of relation that I've been looking for. Never felt this happy! I'm quite worried about going to Sabah. I don't know if I could stand not seeing him for how many months :S shitt. AHHHHHHHHHHHHH FUCK THE DISTANCE, KEEP TELLING MYSELF THAT. SERIOUSLY FUCK IT! But I kinda missed my family. But at the same time, could I stand without seeing Hisham for few months?? Could you stand that Fareena Aiman? I would say no but I'll get used to it even though I DONT LIKE IT, I DONT EVEN LIKE A BIT, A BIT! I would love to tell my love story with him but not here well maybe just to him. I just miss everything about him. People just don't get it k, I am madly in love with my boyfriend. I really do. Sometimes I wish I have superpower maybe I could fly or something so I could fly to my baby and see him always! If it possible I wanna see him everyday, no kidding k. I don't even get bored if I have to face him everyday. I've never get bored seeing his handsome face, hehe to me he is handsome boy! Very handsome and sexy :P grrrr! and what I love the most is hugging him, he's like my teddy bear that I just could hug him all the time! He's so chubby, not that chubby la not that thin but tah I just love his body! Then I even loved his lips. His lips I could  kiss everyday. I just love to kiss him! Okay too much info no need to know la kan I love to kiss or him kan... And I just wish you were here with me sayang :( just you and me, cuddle with me while I'm typing this. I almost cry typing this post. Haha k lek. I shall continue more, too many to express! Haaaa! I even changed my display picture so that I could see me and him are happy together :D and I'm a bit clingy or maybe not, well ask Hisham. Well I guess til here la. I'm sad people, so sad. All I want is my boyfriend's hug! Thats al!

I LOVE YOU DANIAL HISHAM BIN AMIR, I REALLY DO ♥

p/s Kalah  Ombak Rindu!

and I watched it already! 

♥ Fareena